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Why Doesn’t My Ex Care If I Commit Suicide?

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Yesterday, I saw my ex girlfriend getting of the bus, probably to wait for some “friend” which I believe they are just more than “friends” after they told me months ago they wern’t. I texted her saying “You love him?” and “I can’t take it anymore, I’m going to commit suicide tonight!” Anyway, I started to feel a pain in my heart like a sunk down feeling and started to cry heavily like no other time. When I got home I stole a box of tablets from my mums draw and a bottle of water, I was going to take a bus somewhere and then my ex girlfriend and sister came along and I tried to say hi and she looked at me and just ignored me. So I walked up to them and asked why do you lot ignore me and that I was sorry, and I was whispering in my ex’s ear saying I was going to do suicide, and she just moved away from me, at that point I followed them on the bus and sat next to them saying to my ex that I loved her and begging for friendship and asked them why are they scared of me, and my ex just stared at me and I started to cry badly.
I looked at her sister and said Hi, then took out a box of tablets and saying I was going to kill myself, my ex told me to stop crying because it was embarrassing and smiled at her sister weirdly then forcively moved past me and her sister went down stairs, I got of with them and said why don’t you care, i thought we were friends and she was telling me, we were but now we ain’t. I begged her to phone the police, but then we were near primark and she told me to “**** off, because they where doing shopping” and then I left crying and started to take tablet by tablet, and now I’m lying in a hospital bed with a laptop thanks to a friend on facebook reading my status and called the police. Why did she turn so cold on me, she was never like this before?

  1. dragon30 Says

    You’re sounding desperate to her, and she may have thought you were just using it for her to feel sorry for you (I mean I think you were, but she may not of known you really meant it). If she really did know you were going to then she’s heartless for not doing something about it. Whether she did or not, I think you need to get over her, because she sounds like she doesn’t want you around. Killing yourself is only going to make things worse for you. After you recover see a psychiatrist and talk to him about your problems.
    This isn’t the end, you’ll someone again some day and one day it’ll be the one you’ll spend the rest of your life with and you’ll be glad you lived for it.

  2. Atrocious By Nature Says

    Acting like you were, putting other peoples social and emotional lives after yours.. You deserve to be where you are. Suicide is not now nor will it ever be the answer to anything. Suck it up or b*tch out and kill yourself.

  3. Kelly Gamboa Says

    She probably thought yuh were lying just to get her back

  4. Anonymous Says

    You dude are responsible for your cowardly actions. She did right. No one should respond to pathetic manipulation by threatening suicide or by trying to carry it out. You and you only are responsible for the mess you are making of your life and you can turn things around
    Suicide is a permanent solution to what si always a temporary problem. Get a grip and go ont o live a normal and productive life

  5. daniiA7X Says

    You really don’t get it.
    You aren’t giving her any space and you are going from the needy ex to the stalker. She is probably just assuming that this is your way of trying to get her back. You were following her and giving her the creepy vibe, no wonder she moved away from you. If you have such issues over this girl then you need to speak to someone professional. Delete her number, Facebook account and remove contact with her until you have made sure that you are mentally healthy.
    As of right now, your talk of suicide and so called “friendship” is scaring her so she is pushing you to the limit. Pretty much telling you to back off. You don’t follow a girl a on the bus, you don’t whisper to her that your committing suicide and you certainly wouldn’t post it on your Facebook status. You’re basically looking for attention and, even more probable, trolling.
    There’s your answers.
    Quit being a sook and wasting time. Grow up and actually take it like a man instead of being a whiny teenager who thinks that 1 relationship is the last.

  6. Katie Says

    Shes a f*cking b*tch who thinks she’s better then everyone else! Forget her! She has no right to have acted the way she did! And I know this is what a lot of people have told you, but there are a lot of fish in the sea.. Don’t kill yourself over one of them. Stay strong <3 you’ll get through this! One day you’ll look back to memories with her and laugh because you’ve found such an amazing DIFFERENT girl <3

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